As I Began To Love Myself

Hace poco hice una escapada a Denia con mi queridísima Isabelle. Hubo un poco de todo en tan corto período, en el que no faltaron nuestras largas charlas, de esas en que conoces tanto a la otra persona que parece que a veces sobran las palabras y una sola mirada lo dice todo. Y no sé cómo surgió en la conversación, la verdad, pero en algún momento, ella recordó un maravilloso poema que, afanosa, buscó en su móvil y pasó a leerme en español, entonando deliciosamente, con un leve toque de acento francés. El poema fue escrito por Charles Chaplin cuando cumplió setenta años, un 16 de abril de 1959. Os dejo la versión en inglés.

 

 

As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering
are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth.
Today, I know, this is “authenticity”.

 

As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody
as I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time
was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this
person was me. Today I call it “respect”.

 

As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life,
and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow.

Today I call it “maturity”.

 

As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance,
I am in the right place at the right time, and everything happens
at the exactly right moment. So I could be calm.
Today I call it “self-confidence”.

 

As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time,
and I stopped designing huge projects for the future.
Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love to do
and that make my heart cheer, and I do them in my own way and in
my own rhythm. Today I call it “simplicity”.

 

As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything that is no good for
my health – food, people, things, situations, and everything that drew
me down and away from myself. At first I called this attitude
a healthy egoism. Today I know it is “love of oneself”.

 

As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since
I was wrong less of the time. Today I discovered that is “modesty”.

 

As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry
about the future. Now, I only live for the moment, where everything
is happening. Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it “fulfillment”.

As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me
and it can make me sick. But As I connected it to my heart, my
mind became a valuable ally. Today I call this
connection “wisdom of the heart”.

 

We no longer need to fear arguments, confrontations

or any kind of problems with ourselves or others.

Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born.
Today I know that is "Life"!